Once a Loser, Always a Winner.

I very quiet that day.
rejoice was definatley 'Not' the flavour of the day.
"rejoice not when you win some moneys, definately not when the gain is sizeable", i said to a fellow newbie.

i refer here, to Nifty...
the heaviest traded indice, in India.
i made a lot of gains that day.

trading the volatility(on the short side) , while Nifty nifty bled...
it all started at 4500 levels (levels refer to the current month Nifty Futures) around the last week of september.

trading regularly, i witnessed how Nifty bled day after day...
but somehow i had not dipped in the graph of my earnings.
having gained a sizeable amount, i somehow wasn't at ease.


Come september 24th...
the markets showed it's terrible side, massacring into a bloody glee, killing all in it's way.
i too was in it's way, like all market people hoping it would calm down..
it had been quite long, to reason.

first time this season, that the graph dipped ..the graph of my soaring earnings, that is.
and i was relieved.

i rejoiced.

soon after, i realised how vulnerable and at risk Winners always are.
they harbour misconceptions of their greatness of knack, in a way which is hidden from the eye of the mental make-up.


Losing, today was a great feeling..
it the load off my back ...the load of my peaking performances in the markets.

it re-instated the position of "Nifty Maiyya" in it's rightful position, ...Above!!
this Loser in the process, grew more watchful and attentive like a little boy in a classroom.

"Respect your teachers, don't fear them", someone great once said.

well sir, i second that.

Nifty, like life, is unpredictable...

one shouldn't even try.

it should be watched closely and attentively...
it can definatley be learnt and realised.