Silently falling night

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Nightfall

 


stillness in nightfall, like drops of dew lying on grass.
quiet and content, awake and refreshed.
thoughts talking no more, silence taken over the sound.
into a beautiful ecstatic rythm rings the soundless sound of silence.
foretelling, and remembering both the night is the queen so still in presence.

open doors to your womb, and let me pass into the ever-silent, the one you brought me from.
let me remember you mother as my loving and caring world, full of life.

-little wroodrah

Don't Run, Don't stop!! ...keep walking.

looking at you...

smitten, i started running.

so wide my eyes were open, exasperated i just couldn't see.

i kept running.

so hard, so fast, that i stopped, i fainted.

lying down, drained out my eyes got so heavily fatigues,

they were shutting.

and again, i just couldn't see you.

and then another time,

you were around, but was not interested, i was not seeing.

until i saw that i had left you far away from myself.

smitten and the urge of seeing you, made me run towards you again.

again i was exasperated, with eyes open too wide too see.

ran again, fainted again.

the heaviness of the eyes, couldn't let me see you.

i promise to know better.

i'm learning, mother.

pranam,

wroodrah.

No Expectaions

i met a sadhu once, unassuming i spoke to him for a while diggin deep to see what he knew.

i didn't succeed at that of course, but he did.

he said, "your mind is sticky. it sticks to you. and you end up expecting the world to stick to it."

i did expect the universe to abide by My head.

why?

because it was MY head!!


on one hand, i wanted to learn...

but on the other, i wanted everything to work according to me.


the sadhu then spake gently, "Stop saying NO to what HE has to offer to you."


relationships, people, situations, and even the markets...

stop saying "no" to Maiyya...

Once a Loser, Always a Winner.

I very quiet that day.
rejoice was definatley 'Not' the flavour of the day.
"rejoice not when you win some moneys, definately not when the gain is sizeable", i said to a fellow newbie.

i refer here, to Nifty...
the heaviest traded indice, in India.
i made a lot of gains that day.

trading the volatility(on the short side) , while Nifty nifty bled...
it all started at 4500 levels (levels refer to the current month Nifty Futures) around the last week of september.

trading regularly, i witnessed how Nifty bled day after day...
but somehow i had not dipped in the graph of my earnings.
having gained a sizeable amount, i somehow wasn't at ease.


Come september 24th...
the markets showed it's terrible side, massacring into a bloody glee, killing all in it's way.
i too was in it's way, like all market people hoping it would calm down..
it had been quite long, to reason.

first time this season, that the graph dipped ..the graph of my soaring earnings, that is.
and i was relieved.

i rejoiced.

soon after, i realised how vulnerable and at risk Winners always are.
they harbour misconceptions of their greatness of knack, in a way which is hidden from the eye of the mental make-up.


Losing, today was a great feeling..
it the load off my back ...the load of my peaking performances in the markets.

it re-instated the position of "Nifty Maiyya" in it's rightful position, ...Above!!
this Loser in the process, grew more watchful and attentive like a little boy in a classroom.

"Respect your teachers, don't fear them", someone great once said.

well sir, i second that.

Nifty, like life, is unpredictable...

one shouldn't even try.

it should be watched closely and attentively...
it can definatley be learnt and realised.